Seems like everyone is moving on with their lives.
New friends, new loves, new habits, new lifestyle.
Why am I still caught up in the past? Don't understand how it could still affect me, when it was so long ago. Can't explain that feeling, emptiness within. Reminiscing, as if time will turn back. Wondering why, not that it would help.
Like what we always say, once you missed that golden opportunity, it's gone. So why am I the only one still standing there, lost as to which way to go. Why ain't anyone taking the lead or showing me directions.
Perhaps it's because I'm not trying to move on at all. What's stopping me? I don't know as well.
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Monday, September 17, 2007 @ 9:50 AM