Had this long conversation last night. & I was left thinking about the past. Still thinking about it now, if not, more thoroughly.

All this while we had been such good friends. The way you made me feel so at ease; no other guy did that before. Perhaps it was a habit. I'm used to talking to you every day that it became wierd if there's just one day we didn't chat. Maybe all this time I couldn't say the feelings were true. Till now I'm still unsure of it.

Everything we shared in the past I guess it was all based on our friendship. I guess I was selfish. I didn't wanted to share. It feels nice to know you can call someone 'yours' doesn't it? But face the fact, all your loved ones is gonna leave you someday, whether you like it or not. & now I finally see it. It's gonna be painful but you will only learn a lesson by getting hurt. Instead of holding on to the past, get up and brace yourself for the next obstacle. Life's like that. Nothing's gonna pity you and let time rewind or pause at that particular time.

But I guess you're risking everything when you're not risking anything. You never lose by loving; you only lose by holding back. Have the courage to tell that someone how you really feel. You never know what they are feeling about you too. & 'tomorrow' might not always be there..