Yay!! Jay's the winner of Project Runway! It was a pity Kara Saun didn't win it though. Her works are so nice and glamorous. But Jay's design were more of his style. Well, at least Wendy Pepper didn't win. HAHAHA.

Today was such a boring day. Lim Kheng Ann told us that he received alot of complaints from other teachers about us. There's even one teacher who wanna stop teaching us. Oh well..

Sometimes, I get the feeling of not wanting to talk to anyone. I don't wanna smile; don't wanna pretend like everything's okay and act like I'm happy. I get irritated when someone gets concerned and question me what's wrong. I just wanna scream and shout. But why is it that everytime I get into a mood like this, only you can calm me down and cheer me up? Only you can make me smile when no one else can. But are you hiding something from me? Something I wouldn't wanna know. Questions I always wanted to ask, but I don't get the courage to do so everytime. I wished you knew how I always felt.