I'm feeling so down all of a sudden. All my friends have a job now. Except PY. She's rich enough not to work anyway. But I'm not. They are all so busy with their work I feel like I'm so left out. Just wanting to go towning with them is hard. They are so occupied while I'm simply spending the whole of my day lying on the bed and reading those dumb storybooks to kill time.

I really feel like crying now. I don't know why but it's just a sudden urge. Lols. They have to work almost everyday. It's hard for me to even catch up with what's happening. And I get the feeling that some doesn't even have time to fill me in. I hope the holidays won't make our friendship drift further away. But guess what? Even ginerbread man is not replying my message. Sigh, guess all of them are just too busy.

So I think I'll be at home tomorrow reading my storybook again. What a great way to spend the holidays. Maybe I can start studying next week on. Seriously.

No offence by the way darlings. Just listing my thoughts. :)

And I'm still looking for someone to go out with me tomorrow. Blehs. If only PY would be able to go out. Then I won't feel so alone. Lols. The only thing that cheers me up is that PY is not going overseas to study until her O s.