I didn't get to go the job interview today with Yvonne. All because of my mother. Like, what the fuck? First she doesn't allow me to go for OBS which I was so looking forward to. But still, I complied. Now she doesn't allow me to get a job. I don't even know what the hell is wrong with her.

Stop telling me you're concerned about me. The job is advertised large and clear in Classified. If the people are up to something, they aren't that dumb to post it in Classified. Fine, if you don't allow me to work. Then, give me sufficient money as my allowance. You don't even give me much. That's why I wanted to work right. It's because I need the money. Bad. Use your brain and think! For god's sake. If you're really concerned, then stop yelling at me just because I shouted at you once! Fuck.

You think I'm too into my friends. Then what do you think I should do? Confide in you? HAH. That's a laugh and a half. I once told you about my troubles and you used them to threaten me. I've not forgotten that. To think I even trusted you with my problems.

Just because you're my mother doesn't mean you can scream at me in whatever manner you like. Dad doesn't seem to mind me getting a job. He did not even say a single word. He only objected to it because YOU forbid me. Stop trying to push all the blame to dad all the time. I can't stand it when you start yelling at him and start blaming him for things he ain't responsible for. It's because he doesn't want to quarrel with you that's why he kept his mouth shut. He's being a perfectly nice husband so stop accusing him of anything! I don't understand how he can tolerate you when you behaved like this.

What the hell is wrong with you. You're getting crankier day by day. I even remembered you saying that I could get a job if I wanted to . It's not even a week and now you're objecting again. You're full of contradictions. Damn it. I just don't get you. You always say I'm bad tempered. Well, I inherited these genes from you. So shut your bloody trap. You're purely ridiculous!
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Arrghh. I'm done with venting my anger. Yesterday was a bad bad day. First, this thing about my mom. Next, my com is pissing me off more and more. And I sent him 2 messages and he didn't even replied to one. Damn.

I sent one at 11 and one at 4 in the morning. Yesterday it was raining so heavily. The lightning so bright and the thunder so loud it woke me up. Was like bloody frightened. Lols.

Reading ' Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire ' now. Reading storybooks just kill time. Hahas.

Msn is still down for me. Why does bad things happen to me all at once. Grrr..