(:

2008-06-10T19:28:00.000-07:00

Ok pictures taken on the girlfriends outing day uploaded :D

Love my girlfriends totally :D

2008-06-09T23:04:00.000-07:00

Woke up damn early at 830am today, having just 5 hours of sleep cos my body clock is screwed. I can't sleep until it's like 3am most of the times. Went all the way down to woodlands to accompany Adam to see the doctor due to his persisting cough and flu. Then he had his 'brunch' followed by a haircut. It's much better now. Neater and the few white hairs are not so visible now. Hahha. Should have seen how he looked like when I just met him. His hair was super messy man. Lol. And somehow or another, he got really high today. Kept crapping non-stop. Must be too touched that's why. Hahahhaha :D Then walked to Admiralty mrt station and had our studying session with Victor and Jie Ying. Did questions on functions and some on other topics before leaving at 4plus.

At night, met up with bestie and her bf for dinner at Hougang Mall (: Omelette Fried Rice is yummy. Haha. & we had a long chat talking about random stuff and laughing at each other again. This time round, I think John found out about some of my interesting past thanks to Jes. Tsk tsk! Wasting the earth's oxygen etc etc, that was sec 2 please! Jes should know what I'm talking about la hor. Haha. Had cakes for dessert at Cafe Cartel. Loved the Truffle Cheese Cake and Aunt Amy's chocolate cake. Damn, I'm spending all my money on food! I'm in desperate need of money now!

Okok, I feel so sinful now. Been slacking pretty much. Off to study some econs. Bye!

Hearts all over the world tonight, because of you <3

2008-06-08T22:36:00.000-07:00

Met up with dearest girlfriends yesterday! :D & not forgetting, I waited 40 long minutes for them, because apparently all of them were late except for Ali who had work. Thanks to the bad weather. Next time, I'm so gonna be the one who's late and make everyone wait for me. HAHAHAHA. :p

This time, all of us could make it (: Been such a long time since we had full attendance. Not counting Miss Sim who's still in Perth. Hahhaa. Adam joined us too, and we went shopping. Those usual harmless insults went on too, and being candid with each other, getting loud and not caring about others. That's what I like. Never fails to bring us laughter. Haha. And I think Adam finds it funny as well. Lol.

& my pair of flats is still giving me blisters! Luckily I brought plasters along so it didn't hurt so bad. Then Chee Fun joined us for dinner at Pepper Lunch. Had the one with salmon. Forgot the name and it's good. After that, continued shopping around at Far East. Halfway, I felt queasy and luckily had Aud's clorets to help me. & thanks to Ali and Adam too who accompanied me to the toilet and bought me sweets. (:

All in all, had a great day out with girlfriends and bf. Realised I've been missing Col's loud shouts of 'Ah Huat' no matter how much I hate that nick name. And I actually missed Ali scolding me too. Hahah. Of course there's Aud, bestie, Vonne and PY. I miss you guys too, like suddenly. Hahha. Meet up for dinner! PY, can't wait for you to come back and join us so we can have perfect attendance :D

And Ali! Faster online and send us the pictures we took can! Haha.

Gonna accompany Adam to see the doctor tomorrow and studying session after that. He's been unwell for many days, the flu and cough keeps coming back when he's just beginning to get a little better. Hope he recovers soon. <3

2008-06-06T14:24:00.000-07:00

Yesterday

I had a great lazy day over at bestie's. Heh heh. Am supposed to study for Geog (I really did!), until I got bored when I saw 'The Rock Cycle', which is one of the topics in Plate Tectonics that I don't really like. So I started lazing around, and sleeping on bestie's bed which is really comfy by the way. Hahhaha. & refused to get up although John 'scolded' me. Tsk tsk! Bestie's bf so protective! Hahaha. Oh well. Hogging the bed- that's what besties are for right Jes? You can come over to hog my bed anytime. :D

Then Jes tried to teach me how to cook maggi mee, but of course, to no avail. Hahaha. Eh not bad la, at least I managed to put the noodles and the ingredients inside right. Is an improvement! Hahaha. Continued sleeping after that till 8plus, before going to Hougang to have tauhuay. & Jes took the nicer bowl for herself lor, who created/started the stupid 'kong long rang li' thingy man! Hahah. Following that, she started ranting on what 'teenagers and girls nowadays ah...', as if she's not a teenager and a girl at that. Lol.

But still, day spent with Bestie fun-filled! :D Stop hao-lianing man Jes! Don't think I don't know. & your bf is hounding me down in friendster! Goodness. Hahhahaha.

Today

My sis is flying off to Netherlands today! Envy~! I miss NL so much. Can't wait to go back there again. And this time, my sis is going to Paris, Belgium, and Germany and she will be in Europe for 2 months! Not fair lor. That time I only went to the outskirts of Belgium (Antwerp) and Germany (Cologne). Miss the food, especially the waffle in Belgium. Goodness, wish I can go over too. And it's much warmer now, as it's still summer/autumn over there. So I guess it's gonna be so much more fun. :(

I want to go overseas too!!!

2008-06-04T07:23:00.000-07:00

Oh my. I've been slacking pretty much these few days! Someone stop me from procrastinating!!! Goodness. The moment I start to read up on Geog, I get bored and after a few more minutes or so, I'm distracted by my beloved bed and laptop. :(

OK, in order to scare myself and make me more stress up,
NOTE TO SELF: 145 DAYS, 09 HOURS, 30 MINUTES, 50 SECONDS TO A LEVELS.

Oh, and the seconds are ticking away so fast! Btw, I didn't countdown to A Levels. It's already on our school webside fyi. Hahaha. Off to study now!

2008-06-03T22:51:00.000-07:00

Felt damn guilty for slacking away at home yesterday. So for today, studied at RP with Adam. Read up on the physical geog mankiller. & it's driving me nuts. Seems like I've forgotten almost every single stuff. Gosh. Stopped at Earthquakes and already, my brain is screaming 'Information Overload!'. =/

Stopped studying around 5plus and bought the tickets for 'Made Of Honour' at 7plus. Meanwhile, we had dinner at LJS and since there was still so much time, we walked around Causeway Point and concluded that it has nothing much. Hahaha. The movie was quite nice, and had some funny and touching bits too. After the movie, we walked to our school's bus stop and headed home after that. :D

It's funny the reason for why we can't fall asleep at night. The things that kept replaying in my head, it's happening to you too. & today, I enjoyed myself with you as well. Thank you <3

2008-06-01T23:57:00.000-07:00

Went down to Ngee Ann City to support Innova's cheerleading team with Adam today. (: We only stayed for IJC's performance, and then wandered off when other schools were performing. Heh. & I found a really nice photo album in Kinokuniya! I'm gonna save now and buy it! Hahhaa. Been searching high and low for a pretty photo album.

Then met up with JieYing and Victor for dinner at a restaurant in Lucky Plaza. The food was not bad, but the chicken was really good. Haha. Walked to Dhoby Ghaut and had some drinks at 'Giraffe Bar'. Cool ambience and the view was nice. :D Slacked there all the way till 11pm, and decided to walk to the Singapore River. Only took like 15 minutes, which was quite fast. Ha. Chatted at the river side, which overlooks the Singapore Flyer and Esplanade. & :D

I'm really really really glad, which no words can explain how I'm feeling now. The butterflies in my stomach disappeared and everything pretty much turned out the way like the dream. Never thought that things will fall in place so nicely, and I hope this lasts. Always. <3

2008-05-31T23:58:00.000-07:00

Mugging session again at Changi, T1 BK. Getting more and more familiar to that place now. Haha. Today was kinda intensive. Met up with him and the rest at around 11plus, and started studying at 12plus all the way till 11pm at night. Managed to do quite a lot of math questions today. Huge sense of accomplishment. :D

But of course, had some slack moments in between. Don't know why, but I was perpetually hungry today. Hahha. He accompanied me to Ya Kun for some kaya toast with butter at T3 not long after we started studying. Hahha. And that outlet was really messy, as in their management. Had to wait quite long just to give them our orders and to wait for our food. Then went for a little shopping trip to get some mints and water. Then at night, I got hungry again so we went to the staff canteen. The Hokkien Mee is yummy! Haha. (:

Studied most of the time afterwards, but also some time spent playing PSP. Ha. And I played the IQ test thingy on how heavy is my brain. It's not accurate lor! The last time I played it at PY's house last christmas, it was more than average (I forgot the exact weight). This time round, it was less than half! Means I'm really stupid? Lol. Oh well.

Had dinner at 11plus. Popeye's again. Although the mashed potatoes is still so nice, I'm getting quite sian of it already. Lol. Took the last bus back home and now I'm in need of some sleep. So, good night people!

Today was just like the dream I had last night, as sweet as it had appeared to be. <3

2008-05-29T19:42:00.000-07:00

Time flies like no one's business. Gosh it's already thursday and I've barely started revising! Had been going back to school for lessons this week, and the math test today on statistics was alright. I'm supposed to know how to do it, but somehow I just can't. :( Never mind, no matter what it takes, I HAVE and MUST do well for math. Just like how I managed to conquer it during O levels, it will be the same for A levels too.

Anyway, just had math tuition. Today was the first lesson and I think my tutor is really hardworking. As in she even asked for a set of my revision booklet so she can prepare the answers for the next lesson, in case I have any problems with it. So yea, glad that she's good. & by hook or by crook, I' ve got to memorise the formulas for integration by tomorrow and hopefully it will retain in my brain till A levels is over!!

And our class jacket is done. Although it's kind of ex, but it's nicer than I expected! Thanks to Anje who's the one in charge! (:

Ok, I'm off to do the Econs essays for tomorrow's lecture right after dinner. Suddenly feel so motivated now, which is a good thing. Hahhaha. Study hard people!! :D

2008-05-26T15:03:00.000-07:00

Yesterday saw me at Yishun, BK studying. Did the questions on statistics for IJC prelim paper 2. And I simply can't remember the conditions for approximation from Binomial to Poisson, Poisson to Normal and Binomial to Normal. Urgh.. Anyone has got an effective way of making formulas and conditions retain in my head? Would be greatly appreciated. Ha.

Actually spent more time chatting with him and he kept commenting on the year book, like, grrr wth. FYI, if you haven't seen the yearbook, don't even peek at it! Seriously. I look like !#$^%*). Worse than Secondary One with my ugly short hair which looked especially ugly (and I mean it) because that was the week when I just had my haircut. Gross. The thought of me cutting short hair again is unfathomable! So no chances of seeing me in short hair again. It just don't suit me I guess.

Then had dinner at the food court, before heading home. Upon reaching home, I had chilli crab too. I lovelovelove seafood! Just that I'm too lazy to peel off the shells and everything. And yesterday was pure messy, I duno why. Hhaha. &&& Van Helsing was on last night! Wanted to sleep earlier yesterday but ended up watching it till 1am. Hehehe, it's one of my favourite movies!

Today

The start of our Prelim 1. General Paper today, both paper 1 and paper 2. Did the composition on Global Poverty. I hope I didn't go out of point. Studied on gender discrimination yesterday and there wasn't any question on it today. Blah!! And when I stepped out of the house today, I had the gut feeling poverty would be tested. But it was too late and I didn't bring any notes to read through. Oh well.

AQ for Paper 2 was alright. Just that I only had time to write the first sentence of my conclusion before the teacher said 'time's up'. Hope this time, I will get a better score for AQ. Don't think I have ever passed AQ before. So hopefully, this time will be a new record high for myself. Lol.

I'm off to take a nap now, before hitting the books again. 2 essays to be done by today for extra econs tutorial tomorrow. Zzzz..

2008-05-24T23:32:00.000-07:00

I can't believe I actually spent three hours (6.30pm to 9.30pm) filing up all my stuff and clearing the rubbish on my desk. And now, there are like numerous files lying around, I think I'm gonna have difficulty recognising which file is for which subject. For Geography alone, I think I have like 6 files? 2 big ones and 4 smaller ones, and also the mankiller for Litho and human, and the thinner one on Hydro. Econs doesn't look good too. The stacks of revision booklets we purchased looked so thick and there are so many booklets of lecture notes.

Gosh. And I'm supposed to finish revising for all by the end of June holidays... This is starting to look crazy........

General Paper is this monday and I'm afraid I won't be able to complete the paper on time...

Math mock exam on statistics this thursday and I'm not prepared at all...

:(

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All I want now is to be alone, sit at some corner and watch the world go by. I've learnt it all, that the earth don't stop spinning for any person in the world. And whether you spent your day worth of happiness or with sadness, life pretty much goes on for everyone. I wonder, many times, how I could get used to this. It just feels like no matter what I do, everything doesn't seem to go my way, nor end up the way I want it to, although it appeared so good at first. I guess God has a way of playing jokes on us. Things happen when we least expect it to, and when we got our hopes up, reality crashes in, taking everything away with it. Whatever I've done, never seem to be reciprocated and I don't know what I'm holding on to and I don't know what I'm waiting for. It feels so wrong, again, and somehow, I miss the times when nothing troubled me even though the emptiness I felt was overwhelming. But then again, after experiencing all the hurt back in the past, the numerous heart breaks, compared to then, this is nothing. Maybe you can say, I've already gotten used to this. No matter how unfair it seems, well, life IS unfair. What a laugh.

2008-05-23T21:50:00.000-07:00

Last day of Semester 1. Had to attend College Day, which is something like Speech Day back in Whitley. So stayed back in school from 1.10pm to 4plus, and I think Vonne and I looked stupid sitting in the canteen and reading storybooks. Hahaha. So College Day wasn't that boring as expected. The speech given by Mr Teo Ser Luck was interesting. He actually mustered up the courage to talk to his wife on the last day of J2, and they were together for 10 years before getting married. Btw, she was his first girlfriend. Sweet isn't it? Haha.

Then there was the presentation of prizes to those who did well last year. Congrats to Zhi Xiang who was the only person who got an A for Geography last year! :D Also the previous batch of J2s who got three distinctions for their A level H2 subjects. I wonder how they did it 'cos I wanna be up there receiving the prize next year too. Hahhahahaha. Hey, dare to dream and realise it. Lol. And also the top scholar who got A for like every subject (I think). All their efforts must have been paid off, after slogging so hard. Now it's gonna be my turn. To enjoy the sweetness of success, you must first endure the bitterness of the process. (:

2008-05-19T21:00:00.000-07:00

Supposed to stay home the whole day to study, but around noon, I got bored and so decided to meet up with bestie, bestie's bf and Ali. Felt kind of guilty but hey, at least I did some work before I got out. Lol.

Went Chinatown first and I swear it's the first time in years that I ever stepped in there. The last time was probably in primary school? Where we had some heritage tour and had to go to museums etc. I think it changed quite alot. Can't seem to remember a thing, nor does anywhere look familiar. The weather was freaking hot too, so we didn't stay there for long.

Moved on to Bugis, after i reluctantly agreed to do so, thanks to the persuasiveness of bestie & Ali and their lies. Lol. Had ban mian for dinner! Seriously, I haven't eaten ban mian for ages. I can't believe we used to always have it for lunch in J8 after school. Haha. After that just walked around aimlessly (for me) while they kept worrying that I will get lost. Hahhaha, relax! Got tired, and sat at Mac chatting. That usually makes up the most of our time. Just chatting and laughing non-stop. I had a laughing fit today, just can't stop. Hahhan. Now bestie's bf knows a lot about us. Lol. & he's damn sporting to try to help Ali although it was a failure. Oh well, it's ok!! Hhaha.

Then went back home around 10plus because there's school the next day. Yea yea, I can't wait for holidays to come. I want time to fast forward now to the weekends. Haha.

Got the answer I want. <3

2008-05-18T23:58:00.000-07:00

Studied at BK, T1 today. Did some questions on statistics and I realised I've got a higher probability of being able to do it when I can take my own sweet time, cos it allows me a longer time to ponder through it. Lol. Called it a day around 7pm and we had dinner at Popeye again. Had takeaway and we sat at some place in a circle to eat. Was quite a funny scene I thought. Lol. This time I tried the chicken and I think it's much nicer than the fish.

After eating, they started talking about their class chalet last year and it was hilarious. The things they do, well, it made me miss Whitley even more. Even more so because their class comprises of more males too, so yea. Think that's where the difference is. Some of them went home after dinner, leaving the four of us touring around the airport. Some tense moments here and there today, although it ended in a much lighter mood. Ritter Sport's white chocolate with hazelnuts and the special chocolate with chilli helped! Hhaha. Then headed home around 11plus.

And I'm really, truly, sincerely happy that tomorrow's a holiday! Haha. 4 more days to the holidays and I can't wait! Although Prelim 1 is right after that and the first week of holidays we still have school. =/ Oh well, it still beats having to go to school daily (:

It felt good, but it's more than just that. I wish this feeling can go away and stop overwhelming me. Everything that you said, the good, the bad, it just keeps ringing in my head. My gut feeling is telling me that it's all wrong. Yet, I'm still hanging on, for just one more moment with you.

2008-05-16T22:31:00.000-07:00

Studied at BK, Yishun after school today (: Just did a econs mindmap and revised on fiscal policy since I had enough of math. Decided we were too drained to study any longer around 7pm, so we went for a walk around Yishun. I just realised I have never really stepped into Yishun area before. Hahha. Everything seems new to me. Walked around the HDB blocks, passing basketball courts and schools, before we came to a hill and 'climbed' it. Lol. Reached the tallest part of the hill, and the view there is spectacular. But sadly, we missed the sunset. There were some huge rocks and we just slacked around, chatting/joking/crapping. Had much fun there. I wanna go back there someday but I don't think I will remember the way. =/

All I wanna do is stand close to you
Be by your side
All I wanna do is make the world revolve
Around you and I

I wished you'd give me a definite answer.

2008-05-15T16:18:00.000-07:00

To my dearest PY:

HAPPY LEGAL 18!!

Hey hey although girlfr7ends are not there to celebrate your birthday with you, I hope you'd still enjoy your day cos it's not every year you get to turn 18. Hahha. :D

So smile widely and you never know, maybe HE's falling in love with your smile & you never know there may be great things in life coming your way! (:

Love you! <3

& I tried posting a comment for you on friendster, but somehow, it kept saying 'ERROR'. Damn irritating. Anyway, I can't online nowadays cos my MSN is down for like since the last ice age. So you can always email me you know! Hahhah or sms me or call me whenever you want! I'll try to be available 24/7. Hahaha :D

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Hope you're happy and surprised when you received the parcel from us! Especially the purple barney from me and those cute wooden paper clips. Haha. Love!

2008-05-13T21:22:00.000-07:00

Met Ali after school today, hehe. We had sushi buffet at Causeway Point. Sushi never fails to make me happy. It's on par with chocolates and ice cream. Hahhaha. Ate quite a lot, while chatting/crapping throughout. & we just realised that the both of us seldom hang out together like this. I mean, just the two of us. Hahha! I'm sure Ali's secretly on cloud nine now, cos she got to spend the day with me alone. Lol! And more stupid actions of mine and hers made us laughed. Seriously, should have watch the way Ali choke on her sushi! Hilarious man. :D

Anyway, I think I'm gonna turn into a pig soon. Once I reached home, and after I bathed, the next thing I do is to sleep. That's what I do most of the time. Eat and sleep, and the repetition of the same thing day after day. Ha. Well, I wouldn't mind gaining some kilos too. So WS can stop calling me that awful 'african kid' nickname. Lol.

Oh. And WS's friend helped me to look at my birth date. She said I'm a peace lover. Hahha. And girls tend to like me, in a friend sort of way, don't get it wrong. But according to her, this year is a bad one for me :( I will be quite unlucky, like falling sick and etc. Gosh, I hope the bad luck steer away from my A Levels and him. And another bad thing is that my marriage won't be a good one. :( Seriously, I hope this isn't true cos it affects half of my entire life. Haha. I've got to be careful during the chinese 7th month too. This is freaking me out. So people, you know I can't stay out late during that period of time when the hell gates open, if you don't want anything to happen to me. I'm quite superstitious I guess. Heh.

It's getting late and there's school tomorrow. I'm off to sleep (again). Goodnight world!

The same as you want me to be happy, I want the same for you as well. <3

2008-05-11T17:33:00.000-07:00

Happy Mothers' Day!

Woke up damn early today, just to bake some muffins and cookies for my mom. It's my first time baking something just for her, so yea. I think she's happy with it. Hehehhe.

Anyway, my wisdom tooth is growing and it's hurting like !#$^*&(. Giving me a severe headache too, I can barely sleep. Gosh, hope the pain goes away soon!

Glad you like it (:

2008-05-10T22:59:00.000-07:00

Ikea fun with bestie and Ali yesterday! Spent more than an hour walking around Ikea alone while waiting for them to reach. See, independent! :D Were starving so we bought the meatballs and nuggets meal to share. The meatballs were really yummy. I'm craving for it now. Hahha. Like the ice cream too. Thought it had a caramel taste although it's just vanilla. Lol. Went over to bestie's place after that, with Aud joining us. Had fun, joy and laughter. Heh heh. & bestie's dad sent us home after that, thanks!!

It's saturday today, and I spent the whole day slacking around. Only did mindmap on Inflation and Unemployment and that's all. Well, I just can't rid the mindset that saturdays are for relaxing and enjoying. Hahah. Think I'm so gonna die for the Econs Case Study test on tuesday. Argh. & my MSN has been down for a week now, I don't know what's wrong with it.

Oh and I think my body clock is kind of messed up recently. I keep waking up around 4plus - 5plus is the morning even though I'm still very tired/sleepy. It's just something automatic. I open my eyes, expecting to see it's 6 (which is the time I'm supposed to wake up on school days), and I checked my hp only to find it's still early. Even today when I had no school. =/

Well, at least he brightened up this boring day. May be insignificant but it made me smile. 'Cos it's the small little things in life which accumulate, that either make or break your day. It's close to being a really good week, I must say. Let's see what tomorrow brings. <3

2008-05-08T23:40:00.000-07:00

& I hope you mean it, 'cos I've already got my hopes up and I don't wanna watch them fall, just like how it used to be like way back in the past with others. Everything just seems so surreal to me now, and all I want is to indulge myself in this bliss, for as long as I can. (:

2008-05-04T23:03:00.000-07:00

Went over to bestie's place yesterday to study. It was quite productive. At least I managed to get some work done. Much better than me staying at home, because there are too many distractions around. Although I could do without Ali trying to stop me from saying discouraging words. Hahha! After that, met Vonne for dinner at Novena Square (or is it United Square?) for dinner. Subway club! I love the cookies. Heh. Then went to TTSH to find Col.

Hey girl, you're real strong to still be able to laugh and joke infront of us, although it must be hard on you as well. No matter what, know that girlfr7ends will always be there for you alright. Call me if you need something! I'll try my best to get you what you want, as long as it's not something impossible etc. Hahah. Ah huat at your service! (: (: (:

School tomorrow! Somehow looking forward to it.. Hahaha. But definitely not those tutorials which is gonna come my way tomorrow when I've barely cleared some today. Argh!

2008-05-01T23:11:00.000-07:00

Quite a fruitful day. Went to study at Changi Airport, Terminal 1, BK. Proud to say I completed some math questions (it's no easy feat for me! haha). Had dinner at Popeye's, which is the first time I tried it. Not bad actually especially the mashed potatoes. Then went touring around T3. Hahha.

& I wish time came to a standstill.

2008-04-27T21:31:00.000-07:00

So.. A Divs is over. Will have much more time to study now, since wednesdays and fridays will be left blank. I guess I will miss trainings in a way or another. But I still very much love playing volleyball (even though I'm not really good). Hahaha.

Finally got a chance to meet up with girlfriends yesterday! Missed them hell lots because they always make me feel so comfortable just being myself and laugh non-stop! :D Spent the day at Suntec, mostly just hanging around, chatting about everything and anything in the world. Then at night, Audi and her mole joined us after her mom's birthday dinner. Took loads of photos, trying to capture the perfect angle and putting self-timer.

Seriously, I love my girlfriends! (Including Col, Vonne and PY of course! <3)

I miss secondary school life, where almost everyone knows everyone else, when we could just talk to teachers like we're good friends, the food (I'm sick of the food they sell in IJ) and the list just goes on and on. Not missing out the fact that se7en can be together back in Whitley, whereas in IJC, it's a different story all over. Back in Whitley, I will want to stay back just to chill or whatsoever. In IJ, I just wanna get out of the school everytime the bell signals the end of the day. Yep, that's how much I dislike school now. But since I chose this route, I shall stick to it. I hate to regret, so I'll just make the best of everything, score triple As (I pray) and get into NTU/NUS/SMU.

Anyway, this week had kind of been enjoyable for me. Not in the schooling sense. Just that I felt really happy this week, not including the weekends! Bestie should know what I mean. Hahha. I think I've got a love-hate relationship with the weekends. Oh well.

2008-04-21T20:56:00.000-07:00

It was my little niece's 1 year old birthday on saturday! Most of the people were my cousin's friends and colleagues and they all brought their children along. Gosh makes me feel so old. Lol. & I suddenly thought of one day, perhaps girlfriends and I will be holding our children's hands and walking along, attending each other's birthday parties etc. Hahhahaha isn't it funny. Lol.

Samantha! She resembles her daddy! Haha.

Sunday

Spent most of the time completing tutorials, as saturday just whizzed by without me noticing I hadn't done much. Managed to get a breather as I went out for dinner with family and granny. Sakae dinner buffet at Tanjong Pagar with Teppanyaki. I love the salmon. The only thing I remember is that my sis kept ordering salmon, and that I ate a lot too. Hahah. Never fall out of love with sushi.

This was outside the Sakae outlet. Hahah trying to 'kiss' the guy. Lol.

Hm, and I wonder why am I wasting precious time now, when I'm having Econs test tomorrow. Ok I think I should get some sleep. Match with ACJC tomorrow. Good luck to us! :D

You made me stop to wonder, while running marathons in my head.

2008-04-18T22:50:00.000-07:00

One word to describe my feeling now- Disappointed

Official A Divs started today, and we played against Tampines JC. Lost. Score was 1-2. What Ms Kiong said made me think about it.

What have we done wrong, and what we could have done, to change the ending of the game.

No point crying over spilled milk. Let's look forward to the next match, no matter what.

2008-04-13T16:48:00.000-07:00

Got the confirmation slip for our A Levels on friday. Ali! You are damn suay lor. Hahah. Look at our timetable.

3 Nov 08- GP Paper 1, GP Paper 2, Geog Paper 1.
4 Nov 08- Math Paper 1.
7 Nov 08- Math Paper 2.
10 Nov 08- Physics Paper 2.
11 Nov 08- Econs Paper 2.
12 Nov 08- Econs Paper 1.
13 Nov 08- Geog Paper 2.
18 Nov 08- Physics Paper 1.

Your birthday falls on the day I have my Physics paper! Even worse is that after the 10th, I've got papers for the next three days! Assuming that the timetable will not have any changes. Lol.

And seriously, I think it sucks to have GP paper together with Geog paper 1. Not much break in between the 3 papers too. Gosh.

Jes is unlucky too! Our graduation night falls on your birthday! Hahha. Oh well.. Girlfriends let's hope there will be some changes in the date! Lol. (:

2008-04-11T23:36:00.000-07:00

I've got a B for my PW!

Although I was hoping for an A, but I'm satisfied and thankful I've got a B already. 'Cos I know my Preliminary Ideas suck! Hahhaha. Read through the comments the teachers wrote about our work. They said during Oral Presentation, I was loud and clear but monotonous. Oh well, I thought I was alright. Hahha. Comments on our Written Report was good! Phew.. Luckily our efforts was given recognition. All in all, thanks to Nadia for her great PI. If not, our group wouldn't be able to do this project on Lord Baden Powell. <3

Just returned home from training at PHS. I'm super hungry now! Only had a light breakfast and no lunch. Went back home in the afternoon to sleep for a while. Wanted to wake up earlier to get some food to eat, but I overslept! So yea.. I'm having my dinner now at 11plus! Gosh. Carried weights too. 10kg! Woah.. I hope I won't wake up tomorrow, with my body aching all over.

Off to take a shower now. Goodnight people!

2008-04-10T20:21:00.000-07:00

Friendly with PJC was canceled yesterday due to photo taking. Hope the photos will turn out to be nice! Hahah. Took photos with the girls as well but I've only got the ones I took with Joanne.

I like this one (:

Look at our distorted heart! Haha.

I think Joanne looks super cute in this photo!

I love our jersey! Especially the colour! Hahha. I'm no. 3. Wanted to get no. 7 but was taken. Oh well, 3 is fine with me too. :D The official A Divs will be starting next friday, the 18th. Exciting! Watched the basketball match ytd too. IJC vs SRJC. We won! It's quite thrilling to watch them play. & I mean it! Hah.

Anyway, results for Project Work will be out tomorrow. Gosh. I really hope my group members and I will get at least a B, or even better, an A! 'Cos we really put in loads of effort and hopefully, all these won't go down the drain. Best wishes to all of us!

Oh, and Happy 18th Birthday Howen! Sorry for not attending your chalet. Meet up soon! :D

2008-04-08T17:24:00.000-07:00

:D
2.4km run is finally over! That's how much I hate running long distances. Hahah. Timing was 14:50, which I think is one of the best timing I've ever got! Shall end off my last NAFA with a gold this year if possible. Ha.

Felt pretty tired today. Couldn't concentrate much on Geog lecture just now. Atmospheric processes is just so difficult! So many new concepts with so much memory work to be done. It feels exactly like the first Geog lecture I attended last year, when they started teaching Lithosphere. Just as blank as can be, and with so many doubts in my head. Sigh.. Probably have to re-read the notes again at night.

Anyway, having a friendly match tomorrow with Pioneer JC. We'll be going over to PJC after CCA photo taking! Although I'm just a reserve, but it's still exciting to just watch them play nonetheless. (: Hope we'll win! Hahah.

2008-04-06T18:04:00.000-07:00

Boy. I'm dying from the massive pile of tutorials lying on my desk waiting to be completed! Thought I could finally start on my physics but it turned out that there's another 9 more geography questions due tomorrow! Woah, I'm so tired of writing and writing and more writing! :(

Had CIP yesterday. The weather was freaking hot! This time, although not many people donated, the people who did, donated more money, as compared to last year. Hahha. After that went to Mos with Vonne for a chatting session. Glad you finally thought it through girl! :D

Didn't manage to get much work done yesterday. Tsk tsk! That's why I'm slogging like hell today. Rah! But dearest Alibaba is making my day slightly better by sending me songs! Hehehe I know you love me! <3

Guess I should be going off to complete my tutorials. &&&& 2.4km run tomorrow. I'm gonna get it over and done with!! Bye people!

You're like the adrenaline rush, just a little too much.

2008-04-04T21:57:00.000-07:00

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you

2008-03-28T20:24:00.000-07:00

Today's a freaking long and tiring day. Had the 3.2km road run after school today and training afterwards. The road run felt quite relaxing actually. Much much better than running 8 rounds on the track.

Vball training afterwards in the hall. Disappointing actually, seeing how I can't do the various stuff correctly even after such a long time. Had physical training too, and now my back is hurting with bruises on my hip and small cuts here and there.

Well, at least somethings brightened up my day. :D

2008-03-27T20:45:00.000-07:00

CRUSHED

I've been having mood swings lately. Don't mind me.

2008-03-25T23:10:00.000-07:00

Woolala! The previous week after exams was good. Spent much time indulging in myself since Thursday after Physics paper. Hehe. Also not to mention the chats on MSN which was what made me look forward to going online. Haha.

BUT, I've gotta stop these stuff now. Got back my Physics paper, Geography paper as well as my GP paper. Results for all of which sucks! Like totally. Physics was quite expected.. since I only memorized the formulas (not even the many definitions!). It was an improvement though, no matter how slight, from Mid-Course. Although no jumps in the grade. Still an ugly U.

Geography was very much disappointing. Especially for the essay question on conflicts & management over water issues. Thought I could at least manage to pass the paper, but still lacked two marks to get a decent pass. =/ Got a S grade, not any better than U actually. Only consolation is that my human geog essays were still alright.

GP paper was not that good too. Well, on the bright side, I've got a D. Doesn't sound good or even look good, but at least it's the best I got for GP so far. Pathetic, I know. I'm gonna make sure I'll get a C for GP the next time! :D

Looking at my grades now, makes me feel even less confident for Econs. Put so much time and effort in Econs, I think I can/will cry if I flunk it. Possibility is quite high, sadly, because I think I chose the wrong questions for both sections. Booo. Math is predictable, needless to say, definitely a U.

Gosh, this really serves as an alarm clock, as quoted from WS. I'm going nowhere with these results and it's time to seriously pull up my socks and stop daydreaming and procrastinating! Tomorrow, someone is gonna join our class as he/she wants to retake the A Levels. I think that serves as a good reminder for us to work doubly hard, just to secure a place in the university. If it was me... I don't even dare to think about what I would do.

"Carpe Diem!"- Seize the day in Latin. This was mentioned in today's GP lecture. (:

Well, photo taking tomorrow. Hope it will turn out nice 'cos it's gonna be in the school mag or something. Lol. I'm off to do some readings!

2008-03-23T19:33:00.000-07:00

Was looking through the photos that were saved inside my com just now after getting sick of writing a 6-pages Econs essay. Most of the photos were of se7en and my family. Some of the photos were snapped when we were making a fool or funny faces. Hahah so just wanted to share and have a good laugh together! Hehe.

PRETTY UGLY!

Hahhaha. All these silly moments captured never failed to make me laugh out loud. Seriously! PY! I hope these made you smile too! :D Okie, I shall end off with one that I liked, but was taken in sec 4.

When we were young and free (:

2008-03-21T11:29:00.000-07:00

Finally Block Test is over! However, I don't get the feeling of being superbly relieved or having a big load off my shoulders, as the way I had felt back in Whitley. Perhaps it's because this time round, school still goes on, without any holidays for us to enjoy. BECAUSE holidays were spent mugging for exams. Booo!

Had my sushi buffet right after Physics paper ended on Thursday. Food never fails to make me happy. Especially sushi and chocolates and cakes (: I think the waiter must be thinking we were like hungry ghosts because we ordered so much food in like, 30 minutes? Hahaha. Damn exaggerating, but it was funny the way he placed our numerous dishes one by one. Heh. After that, walked around SunTec City. The top level has changed so much, I couldn't recognize that floor at all. Lol. Just goes to show how much I'm missing out. =/

Then went down to Big Mac at AMK to have a talk. I'm glad we finally speak out whatever misunderstandings we had in the past/present. Hopefully, nothing like this will happen again. Yep yep :D

Today is a lazy day! Spent the day eating delicious chicken curry cooked by Col's mom and just lazing around on Col's bed. We are a bunch of lazy bones. Haha! Oh well, I don't mind spending everyday like this. It's so much better than having to force myself to study. Zzz! And had a great chat with Col's mum! Haha.

I shall sleep now. I'm getting lazier everyday, wanting just to sleep and sleep and sleep! Life's such a bore.

You keep me hanging on loose ends.

2008-03-18T13:21:00.000-07:00

Phew. Two papers down. Two more to go! Math is a goner. Well, expected since I only started studying it on sunday. I thought Econs today was manageable. Hopefully I can score. However, I've chosen the wrong question! Chose the more difficult essay for section B. And I'm the only one who did that question in our class! Lol. Blame myself for forgetting how to draw the traffic congestion negative externality curve! Booo.

Geography paper tomorrow followed by Physics paper on thursday. Have to finish up a pile of readings by tonight and try to remember the statistics for the case studies I plan to use. Goodness so many things to do, yet so little time! Off to take a short nap before studying! :D

You had me smiling to myself like a fool.

2008-03-15T23:54:00.000-07:00

Made a wasted trip down to PHS today only to realise that the court wasn't available for us to train. Felt so cheated cos I woke up at 7plus in the morning and had to take two bus trips down! Argh. So went back home again. Studied a little for Geography, on the conflicts on river and floods. Got distracted and slept for a long time. Lol.

Went down to PHS again in the evening. Had fun during training! Prefer indoor training much more than outdoor ones, especially when it's under the freaking hot sun. I'm getting so much darker compared to before! All in all, enjoyed training today! Not having to do PT is a bonus as well! (:

Well well well, I'm so gonna die for Block Test. Haven't even started on Math, the first paper on monday. Good luck to me! Will just try to memorize the formulas and pray for the best. Hope I will do better for Econs and Geog though, 'cos I focused on these two subjects. Bless me :D

2008-03-14T14:42:00.000-07:00

Pictures post! Photos taken in the zoo, mostly are of the animals. Heh.

2008-03-13T23:29:00.000-07:00

Went back to school today for Econs extra lesson. Finally got a clearer view on multiplier and accelerator effect. Think there's a high possibility of it coming out for exams 'cos it seemed to be always linking back to every single thing Miss Wong said today. Lol.

After school, stayed back with WS to study! Quite productive. I've finished up on Microeconomic Problems and Government Intervention! :D I'm gonna complete Key Economic Indicators and Theory of Income and Employment Determination by today and start on Geography tomorrow!

While cutting some slack.

Trying to make it look old school-ish but I guess the tall HDB buildings at the background ruin it. Haha. Ali! Do you miss IJC? Lol.

Pardon me but I really like this effect! Still trying to figure out how to use Photoshop. I remember Whitley having a course on it but I can't remember a single shit. Totally. Oh, and a huge grin for Jes! :D I'm happy for you, bestie!

Well, time's up. Back to Econs!

2008-03-12T01:15:00.000-07:00

If I lower my expectations, I lower my hopes, my confidence level. Then, perhaps, disappointment won't hit as hard when I fall. Or maybe, the surprise I receive will be much greater, if the end result exceeds my initial expectations.

"You can't argue the facts. You can only change the lens through which you look at them."
I took this out from 'Nineteen Minutes' by Jodi Picoult.

If I change the way I look at things, maybe I'll get a different perspective of what's happening. I can get a clearer view than I once had, and put myself in another person's shoes and understand what that person is going through. Yet if I do so, will that person appreciate it? Will everything I do, be in vain after all? I wonder. And what if one is blinded by his own stubbornness, that he refuses to see things in a different light?

As life slowly unfold in front of me, revealing the hidden mysteries that it has in store for each and everyone of us, I'm starting to realise that sometimes everything is not as simple as it seems to be. I'm intrigued by the way that our life stories had somehow been written in a book, that no one else had ever taken a look at. Perhaps only by God himself.

Fate and Destiny. How strangers met, become acquaintances and then friends after that. Is it fate that brought us together, creating a bond between us that others won't share. Is it what binds us together, or something superficial and vulnerable that can be torn apart easily. Seriously, this is thought-provoking. I need someone to enlighten me.

2008-03-11T17:20:00.000-07:00

Tried to put up the pictures taken in the zoo, but it's taking forever to load and I'm too lazy to wait for it to complete. Watched 'The Leap Years' yesterday at J8. Think it's really a great movie. Touching with a mix of fantasy and reality. Yup, should go catch it if you haven't done so.

I like the sentence, "Give me a sign, as I'm hidden from your eyes." Hahaha. There's one more phrase that I find meaningful but I forgot what it was the moment I stepped out of the theaters. Lol. After that, we had dessert at Cafe Cartel. Yummy cakes, especially the truffle or whatever it's called.

Felt terrible yesterday night, tossing and turning in bed unable to get some sleep due to the fever. Now the fever has subside, but the flu bug has come to visit me and I'm having a slight headache and dizziness. Urgh, hate to be ill.. Bless me with good health!!

2008-03-09T20:39:00.000-07:00

Saturday

Was pretty much stoning at home, not doing anything until bestie messaged me. We met at Hougang Green for some beancurd and also some 'dating' time alone! Hehee. Looked through the photos on her laptop, reminiscing about the secondary school days and other enjoyable and fun times se7en had together. I wonder when will the next time be?

Just wanna declare my love for bestie Jes! It's like whenever I feel down or moody, restless or just feel like shutting myself off from the world, she never fails to make me smile and go high again! (: Also, the 'bullies' watch out for Jes! Hahahhaa. <3

Sunday

It's Leonard's birthday today. Happy 19th birthday! So old.. Hahha. So a big bunch of us, 9 people, went to the zoo to celebrate his birthday. It's his wish la. Hahhaaa. As usual, I reached the meeting place earliest. Zzzz! Reached the place at around 2plus and started walking around, looking for our favourite animals and snapping pictures of them.

There's too many animals for me to describe, which I can't really remember too. The funny times were when Llx kept scaring WS and making her scream. He succeeded in making me scream once too in the Reptile Garden or whatsoever. Lol.

We walked for a really long time, with the scorching sun before the on & off showers. All of us were really tired and lied to Leo we wanted to go home for dinner as we were broke. Took a cab back to AMK at 6plus, with loads of pictures taken. CF, CK and JT were there to surprise him with his present, a FCUK jacket. Dinner at Pizza Hut. There was a cake prepared for him which he didn't know about, until Llx accidentally blurted it out. Hahaha. After the meal, went to arcade to play till 10plus before heading home. Leo is touched today! Hahhaa.

What a long day out, and I spent a lot of money too. Goodness. I'm really broke now, but still able to afford a movie ticket for The Leap Years. Ha. And now, I'm feeling feverish. Having a sore throat and it feels like all the heat is rushing to my face. Damn.

Well, will upload the pictures taken in the zoo tomorrow! Most of the pictures are of the animals!

2008-03-07T23:45:00.000-08:00

Thank God! I've got a B for my A Level Chinese! Seriously, I'm damn happy and satisfied with it already. Hadn't done well for Chinese since I stepped into IJC, much less achieving a B. So I'm really thankful cos I thought the paper was difficult and wasn't expecting it. :D

GP paper today was quite tough. Didn't had time to complete AQ. Well, it's over and done with! Time to focus on other subjects.

Went to have a look at the release of A Level results in the hall. Saw some people crying, some were jumping for joy, some were just purely relieved. Walked around, asking people how they fare with WeiQi and Emma. All that I heard from did pretty well, with at least an A and the worst only a C. I want to be one of those who's jumping for joy next year, when I get my results. Oh, and 0631A is one of the top performing classes this year! 0731A will do it next year too! (:
-

I love friday nights. Always the time to let my hair down and just relax. Heart-to-heart talk, pure indulgence and never-ending laughters. At times, I just wish the night will never end, just pause at where everyone is feeling happy and at peace, so that nothing in the world matters. Oh well, my fantasy!

2008-03-06T20:35:00.000-08:00

Training yesterday was great! It was raining the whole afternoon which didn't get any better, so we played in the rain! It was really fun with the rain pouring down on us, soaking our shirts and making our hair look ugly and everything, but it was so much better than when the weather's bring and sunny. Due to the rain, training ended early but we stayed back to play. Felt really relaxed yesterday and akin to having no troubles at all.

On a slightly happier note than what I've already felt, I've collected 5 (: and 1 :D yesterday! Ask me if you don't understand what I'm talking about. Hahaha.

Anyway, it's the release of A Level results tomorrow! I just can't imagine it's gonna be our turn during this very period the next year. It will be the start of our Block Test tomorrow, with General Paper in the morning. After that, we'll be getting back our A Level Chinese results. Dear God, I'll gladly settle for a B grade. However, I've got a bad feeling about it. I hope it goes away soon.

Will be staying to see how the previous IJ batch fare for their A Level. Boy, I bet they will be losing sleep over this 'cos I think I will if I was one of them. Well, good luck to everyone who's taking their results tomorrow!

2008-02-29T20:26:00.000-08:00

Numerous thoughts running through my head, making me feel dizzy and unable to comprehend. Remind me again, it's the Leap Year. February 29th, once in every four years.

Perhaps some time down the road, we'll be laughing our heads off for what happened now.

2008-02-24T21:34:00.000-08:00

Dearest PY flew back to Perth yesterday. Went to Terminal 3 to send her off. Although it's not the first time we're doing so, somehow it just feels so incomplete without her here, back in SG with us. Booo :( Will miss your clumsy actions and every single thing! See how time flies without us noticing how much we have missed out on.

Was supposed to go to AMK sec after that for flag day. But it was already very late and the journey back to AMK was going to take some time. So Vonne and I decided to do the make-up next time. Hope it would be nowhere near any examinations!

This week is gonna be a busy busy one! Having Econs test on tuesday, Math test on thursday, and Geography mock exam on friday. I wished I could stop procrastinating, reduce the hours I spent sleeping away, and cut off whatever distractions I have in order to seriously get down to my books! So many things to do yet I feel like I'm letting precious time pass me by. How inefficient. Tsk! And now, here I am, blogging away.

Enough of time-wasters! I'm off to do some productive studying now. Good luck for all the exams people!

2008-02-20T23:56:00.000-08:00

Short post for today before I go off to sleep.

- Met up with girlfriends to buy Audrey's birthday present after school.
- Went to Mind Cafe at Raffles place.
- Surprised Aud when she came in with her friends, not expecting us! Haha.
- Played many games which involved a lot of screaming. Lol.
- Did a forfeit with vonne: to ask other people there to sing a birthday song for Aud.
- Waiter brought in the Haagen Daz ice cream cake!

Yep that just about sums it all up. Hoped you like the jewelry box yea. And also the 'Certificate of Friendship' I made hor. Took me time and effort and $$$ okay. Lol. Fun day out with se7en today! Too bad PY's going back real soon. :(

Some pictures taken..

(: (:

I'm sooo broke now! Just spent like 40 bucks on school stuff like notes and etc. Gosh and I haven't even buy my wallet yet! Booo. So many tests and mock exams coming up next week. I'm so dreading it. Anyway, good luck to Jes, Ali and Col for your exams yea!! Jia you! :D

2008-02-17T21:25:00.000-08:00

Gosh, I'm soooo high right now! Thanks to Vonne who called me to ask about Econs, which then digressed to other hot stuff. Hahaha!

Went to the temple to pray today and there was a heavy crowd by the time we reached at 10plus. Luckily we didn't arrive any later 'cos it was getting worse. Hope everything will go well this year for all of us eh.

I finished the book on 'P.S I love you' yesterday. Now I wanna catch the movie! And also the one on L which is coming out soon. Haven't been watching movies for a long time. And and I wanna have sushi buffet! My favourite. Haha.

Alright I'm off to dinner with my family at the HK cafe now. Tata!

2008-02-14T21:23:00.000-08:00

WeiShi made my day!

I love love love you girl! Never fails to make me smile no matter what!

(:

Happy Valentine's all!

2008-02-13T17:44:00.000-08:00

So! We went house visiting last saturday. Imagine Jes came to my house the first time that day after years of friendship! Hahaha. Missed out on Aud's as her parents were not at home. After all the house visiting, we had our 'reunion dinner' at Ali's house. Thanks to Ali's mum who prepared all the food for the steamboat!

Anyway, some random pictures we took on the buses etc.

Fun fun! More se7en outings please before PY flies back to Perth! (:

Boo. It's the end of the CNY holidays! Enough of me cutting slack! I'm off to study and it's Valentine's Day tomorrow. How sad. Ha!

2008-02-06T20:47:00.000-08:00

Happy lunar new year eve!

Somehow, I just don't feel the mood of CNY around. But I'm still thankful for the long break, although there's a ton of homework lying there waiting to be done. Well, so we had this boring celebration that almost equals to no celebration in IJ. Should have gone back to Whitley! Grr. We had this hamper wrapping thing going on, which benefits certain organisations. Our end product looked like this..

Cute right? Haha. Not the prettiest one nor the tallest one, but it's the thought that counts!

Class photo! (: 0731A rocks!

Vonne & I

After that, went to TPY to meet Ali, PY and Jes. Lunch-ed there and headed to Ali's house after that. As the three of them are vain, they did their nails while I was too engrossed in the novel. Hahaa. & Jes was getting so super bhb. Don't know what got into her. Lol! Anyway, some pictures.

Have a good holiday all and happy new year!

2008-02-02T13:12:00.000-08:00

Currently reading 'Nineteen Minutes' by Jodi Picoult. I'm supposed to be studying for my physics test tomorrow but well, got distracted.

Anyway, just wanted to share this.

I believe, every obstacle we face in life, is supposed to make us stronger in a way.
I believe, there's always a brighter side in even the worst situations.
I believe, friends are always there for sure, no matter what.
I believe, one should love oneself before loving others.
I believe, imperfection is what makes one unique.
I believe, what goes around comes around.
I believe, in second chances.

(:

2008-02-01T16:47:00.000-08:00

A big burden off my shoulders (:
4 tests this week but it's all over now! Just a short two days before Chinese New Year and then 5 days without school. Bliss. Haha!

I improved my timing for the 2.4km run today. 16min 21 seconds. May seem lousy but it's already very good to me! Moreover before the run, we played the usual 'catching' game and I fell down! Luckily I only scraped my knee and it's not too obvious, if not I'll have to wear long pants to cover it during CNY. Phew.

So we had econs and geog test today. Both of which I think didn't go too well, even though the question was given to us beforehand. Well, on a brighter note, did well for the previous geog timed assignment on hydrograph and bifurcation ratio (:

Anyway, I've changed my blog skin. Hopefully this one is better yea, PY! Haha.

You just see right through me,
if you only knew me

2008-01-25T20:57:00.000-08:00

Felt so lethargic from school today. Had PE, the 6 rounds of track was simply tiring. Wonder who started the bloody NAFA system. And my timing has become worse instead of improving! Hah. Still had 3 long tutorials and geography test after that. Hope that I'll do better in this test, cos my grades for the previous one was really sucky.

After the test, had volleyball training at 3pm. The sun was scorching hot and it was difficult to train. So left at 6plus to wash up before meeting Jes, Ali and PY at Serrangoon Garden. We had lunch/dinner at a place near Chomp chomp. Love stingray! Super yummy! Maybe because I was very hungry too as I didn't had a proper meal before that. And I tricked Jes and Ali into believing that 'he' asked me out. Hahaa. Sorry la guys, it'll become a fact soon. LOL.

Then we had desserts at this small cool place. As in literally cool, cos there's air-con. Ha. We ordered the rum and raisins ice cream, mocha ice cream, apple crumble and seafood platter. The mocha one was the nicest! And it was PY's treat too. Thanks darling croc!! Lol. Chatted for a long time and seriously, I was feeling so tired today but girlfriends never fail to cheer me up and make me feel 'alive' again. Haha.

(:

2008-01-19T21:06:00.000-08:00

Haha! True?? Hmm. I think the part 'hard to understand' is true. Lol.

2008-01-18T23:18:00.000-08:00

It's my cousin's big day today! So glad for him because they looked so loving! Aww. Their short clip of their times spent together seemed so sweet and everything. Best wishes to them! However, didn't manage to take a picture with the bride and bridegroom. But still, took many photos with my family!

Younger brother!

Er jie!

Diana! She's our distant relative. Haha.

Sarinah with Elizabeth, my niece (:

Daddy and mummy!

Cute little Samantha! Elizabeth's sis

Da jie!

The five of us! Do we look alike? Hahaha.

2008-01-15T21:03:00.000-08:00

Went to meet girlfriends after school. Felt like ages since we last met huh. Haha. Had dinner at Nana Thai restaurant, Far East. Loved the pineapple rice! Yum :D

Jes and PY made a photo of the three of us into a puzzle for me! Was part of my birthday present. Aprreciate it! Thank you babes! Just that it's black and white, kinda difficult. Nevermind, I'll try to piece it up whenever I've got the time. (P.S Vonne! I'm still waiting for my super belated present lor! Hahahhaha!!!)

After that, accompanied Jes to cut her hair and we had waffles and ice cream at Gelare. Some photos we took..

I love my gfs (:

2008-01-13T07:53:00.000-08:00

K, I officially declare I'm sick of studying! Goodness, and it's just the 9th day of school tomorrow? How am I gonna live though this man. Oh my. On a brighter note, I've got something small to cheer me up though. I'm easily contented! Lol.

Anyway, had enough of studying so decided to do this...!

Things that make me happy! (Not in order of ranking!)

Paper clip that Ms Wong gave me!

Little dog keychain that bestie gave me in sec 2 i think. Haha!

Tigger keychain from Jes, elephant and chilli keychains from Aud!

Cards from se7en! (Not all inside)

Tigger soft toy from Xavier!

A note Jes made last year. Don't know if you rmb though. Ha.

Star magnet from WS!

Octi! The one that 7 of us have. (:

Se7en love. See, I've got a picture of us in my wallet! Hahaha. Can't wait for us to meet up again!

-Misses.

2008-01-12T22:49:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a tiring x 100 day! We had vball practice daily at 7am and on fridays, we had pe for the first period. Ran 5 rounds of the track and some other exercises which left me completely drained. Then we had geog assignment after school, which was totally screwed! For one question, I drew the diagram but forgot/ didn't know I have to explain my diagram. So yea, there goes my 6 marks. =/

Volleyball training at 3pm. There were a number of J1 girls who came as well. 3 of them played before and they were really good. Feel so depressing just to see them play, yet I can't do any good dig/spike/set/serve! But was still quite fun although it rained for a while 'cos I saw my hot motivation! Lol.

Slept at 8plus right after dinner and I just woke up after 12+ hours of sleep. Haha. Now I've got to complete the pile of tutorials on my desk before meeting WS to study again at Hougang Mall. Btw girlfriends! Haven't meet up for a long time since new year countdown! Dinner tomorrow?? Haha. Confirm again yea. Tata!

2008-01-06T20:47:00.000-08:00

It was my grandma's birthday today! So we brought her to Goodwood Park Hotel for the high tea buffet. Didn't take much pictures there as we were all busy eating. It was quite yummy. Especially the siew mai, xiao long bao, and also the chee cheong fun because there were prawns inside and I love prawns! Hahaha. They also served a durain pudding for each of us at the end of our meal. It was quite special. Totally delicious!

That's my grandma, aunt and uncle. (:

After that, we went our seperate ways. We went to look at cars as the one we have now is too small. Considering we have 7 people in my family and Sarinah and Batman of course. Lol.

My youngest sis and me, with my brother at the background. Tsk!

With Sarinah!

My brother!

With my youngest sis again in the car back home!

Me :D

That's all! Back to school with mixed feelings. Blah not looking forward to PE. Sigh!

2008-01-02T07:02:00.000-08:00

First day of school

Boy, was it tiring. Although our lessons end early on wednesday, I barely slept yesterday. Only managed three hours of sleep before waking up at 6am again. Well, we had two new additions to our class! Now our class is made up of 16 girls and 1 guy! Haahhahah!

First day of school is not fun at all. Have loads of homework, including some that were supposed to be completed during the holidays. Econs test this friday, and I seriously didn't touch any eocns at all. Goodness. This is gonna be a busy week!

Something to think about..
*Rather that thinking and sulking over what you don't have, why not think about what you have that others do not.

2008-01-01T17:40:00.000-08:00

Woah, how time flies. It's year 2008 now! Happy New Year everyone!

A reflection of year 2007 (It's gonna be a long post!)

For me, 2007 held lots of new things in store for me. Firstly, we were all heading to a new school, made new friends, learnt new things and not forgetting, we experienced a whole new higher level of stress.

Starting from IJC.

Got to know lots of people from Volleyball, like WeiQi, QiuYun, JiaTian, Jessica and Raine. There's always bound to been lots of fun with them around during training. Also made a new good friend, WeiShi! And I realised that people tend to hold a biased judgement towards someone that you don't know well, just basing on rumors that you heard before. One of the most important lesson I learnt from WS. Never judge someone until you know him/her well. Hahaha. One of the best things that I won't regret going to IJC: having WS as a close friend now. I love you girl!!

Class, 0731A.

At first Vonne, WS and I were mistaken for ah lians. Hahaha that was one of the funniest moments. Lol. Frankly, I didn't expect that we would be able to get along with them in the least. But we still had fun gossiping about teachers, some other students at pastamania and sentosa. Although the class won't be the same anymore, let's hope to make it a better one this year!

Se7en.

Somehow, schooling doesn't seem to be the same without you guys. Haha. Missed the times in Whitley when we used to meet together during recess and after school. Also not forgetting J8 where we used to hang around, watching movies and just chit chatting. The time spent together is never enough, yet it is always filled with fun and laughter. Se7en has become a much important part of my life. Of course, there may be some misunderstandings among us time to time but girlfriends still spell LOVE to me! I love you girls! Hope there will be neverending new year/birthdays/christmas that we can spend with each other to come.

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Spent new year's eve at Ali house waiting for the countdown to year 2008! When the clock struck 12, we played with sparkles, camwhored and had fun at the back yard. Some of the crazy pictures that our camera-woman(xiao mei) took for us. Heh! The dress code was rainbow! Se7en missing one blue!

Five pictures speak five thousand words! Hahah.

Let's see what 2008 has in store for us all. But one thing I'm definitely not looking forward to is A levels. Boooo.

2007-12-28T23:35:00.000-08:00

Yo, am back from PY's chalet! Had loads of fun, laughter and not forgetting when we were so noisy till people came to complain since it was already so late! Hahaha. Of course, also the endless 'jian nu ren' that we kept saying each other. But love is still around regardless of all those harmless insults yea! Lol.

One of the times that I will not miss is sleeping time because I could hardly move! Ha. Sadly, I could only stay over for one night. All in all, enjoyed myself thoroughly. Just as well since dreaded school is reopening soon and I haven't touched my homework.

Alright I'm off!

2007-12-25T02:46:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas!

Spent christmas eve at PY's house yesterday. Supposedly we should have meet at 730pm but only Vonne and I were punctual! Lol. Reached PY's house at around 9plus. At first we hung around not knowing what to do. Then decided to play the 'wii' thingy. Had loads of laughter when we were creating the character of each of us. Lol.

Then we started exchanging christmas presents with PY sis randomly handing out presents to us when the clock struck 12. I got Col's prez while she got mine. Hope you like the top/dress though! Haha. And thanks to PY's sis who got each of us a prez too. Yummy logcake as well!! (:

Well, will be spending two days at PY's chalet tmr. Yayness! Gotta enjoy myself before dreaded school reopens! Blah.

2007-12-22T14:27:00.000-08:00

Celebrated my birthday with girlfriends today! Had lunch buffet at suki sushi. Didn't'eat too much as I was still feeling full. Been having a small appetite! Hah. But I was still not spared from their endless teasing! Not fair lor.

After that, went to Far East to buy my birthday prez. Ali helped me to chose one black tote bag from Ricks. Ex-boss gave me a 25% discount too! Muhahaha. Thanks guys! Settled down at a new japanese fast food restaurant to chit chat and camwhore. Here's some of the photos..

It reads, "Huat, Happy 17th"

Thanks for the muffins/cupcakes Jes and PY! But you guys still haven'ttell me what you wanted to tell me!!! Urgh hate being keep in suspense! Lol.

Even though sometimes I just can't stand you guys for ALWAYS saying about me (you guys should know what I'm talking about!), it's the little things that make me smile and the company of you guys no matter how idiotic especially Ali! ;p Love yáll!

2007-12-21T22:54:00.000-08:00

Happy 17th birthday to me! Haha.

Supposedly, wanted to go ice skating today but changed plans as very few could make it. *cries* Lol. Anyway, watched 'The Warlords' instead with Leo, LLX and Jian Hua. Its pretty nice just that there are some parts which are quite boring. But Takeshi Kaneshiro is damn cute la! The way he repeats himself and everything. Haha.

After that walked around AMK Hub while waiting for WS to join us for dinner at Ichiban Sushi. Had the Bento set. Really filling and the udon is not bad. Had lots of laughter with WS around and the nonsense that Leo keeps saying. Lol. Saw some familiar faces too. Ha.

I remember I once read in 'Chicken soup for the teenage soul' that when you're 17, you're actually all the years before you as well. I find it true and today, I felt like I'm 17 and perhaps more. No prizes for guessing why. Hah. Erm, kinda confusing though! Lol.

All in all, thanks to all who wished me! Aud! I appreciate your card! Hahahaa. And thanks to Leo, LLX, WS and JH for the treat today! (: Gonna celebrate with se7en tomorrow. Yay. Hah.

2007-12-09T22:52:00.000-08:00

Yay, darling PY is finally back! It feels as though she haven't been away at all. Had a great time on tues hanging out. Just taking photos and having dinner together is happiness! (:

Went to J8 to meet her today. Had the volcano ramen at Ajisen. I like it. But not with all the chilli added though. Ha. Watched 'Enchanted' with her and Samuel after that. It was quite nice. Lovely songs and all. I wanna watch 'The Warlord' and 'I Am Legend' next! Py also brought the cake she kept for me. Thanks ah! Hahah.

Anyway, I rebonded my hair yesterday! It looks super flat now. Ugh hope it will look better after some time.. !

2007-11-29T20:32:00.000-08:00

Wednesday

Worked with my sis at Fullerton Hotel! Ain' that cool?? Hahahah. Apparently there was an event called 'Granada International' going on at the hotel. Held in The Lighthouse. So we were supposed to usher the guests to the lifts and approach them to do a questionaire, similar to a survey. It was quite simple, considering we only had to work from 5plus to 9pm and still earn 50 bucks! (:

Today

Went to Aunt's place for Granny's advanced birthday celebration. Ate, took photos and everything. Borrowed 'Why why love' dvd from cousin! Haha. WS! Yours is like kinda spoilt! It's unclear. Hah. Also borrowed the sixth Harry Potter book. I know I'm like out of date la, most people already read the final one but I'm still lagging. Well, I haven't found time to read it before. Heh.

I'm down with flu, slight fever and headache now! Urgh hate to be ill... ZZzz!

2007-11-27T19:58:00.000-08:00

Monday

Went to Sentosa for 0731A's class outing. Although only around 10 people turned up but I guess that's an improvement from the last time! Hahaha. But it rained. :( So didn't managed to sun tan. Played cards, ate and took photos. Heh.

Kinda sad and it's not gonna feel the same next year, with some of us not in the class anymore. Sigh.

Tuesday

Happy 17th Birthday bestie!

Celebrated her advanced birthday on saturday! Went to a board game cafe at Clark Quay. Games were not bad, just that we were quite violent. Jes ended up with a long scratch on her arm while Aud lost a strand of hair. Haha! And I won Ali in the strategy game! Yay, look who's got the last laugh. Hoho!

Intended to take the boat ride but was so expensive. Well, expected! So we just walked around Clark Quay and Jes looked a bit bored. Heh. Had dinner at Curry House (I think) at Novena. The cake that Col bought for Jes was destroyed while inside my bag. It's not my fault!! So stop blaming me people! Tsk. Haha.

Anyway, hope you liked the 'present' la hor. Took alot of time and effort eh. And it was made with love! Hahahha. (:

2007-11-20T21:19:00.000-08:00

I feel like a couch potato! Ha. Been staying at home most of the times because I'm really really lazy to go out! Lol.

Anyway, I managed to catch Stardust yesterday with my siblings at Plaza Singapura. It was quite nice, although tickets were selling fast and the other time slot was at 9pm. So we were all tired from straining our necks because we sat at the second row. Blah. The 'star' is pretty! Loved her blonde hair. Haha. After that, met up with mum for dinner at Crystal Jade. Had the century egg with lean meat congee. But I think overall, the food at Soup Restaurant is nicer though. Dessert after that at a small shop selling those shaved ice with fruit and ice cream. Think it's called Ice Monster. Yum!

I have been lazing around home and not doing much studying! Blah.. no self discipline! Tsk. Gotta start hitting the books if I don't wanna die next year. Well, I'm off!

2007-11-11T22:46:00.000-08:00

Friday

Went shopping for Ali's birthday present! Actually was only meeting Aud and Vonne. But Ali and Jes came to find us afterwards to have dinner together at the Hong Kong Cafe. Tried the curry noddles. Delicious and they gave a large portion of the chicken which was too much for me to finish. Now I feel sinful for wasting the food. Blah!

A candid photo which Jes put in the captions. Ha.

Supposedly the best pic of me with my short hair. Lol. Edited by Jes (:

Bestie (:

Vonnie!

Alibaba!

While we were taking photos, there were some guys video-caming us! Luckily Vonne noticed it and they 'escaped' right after we turned back to look at them. Tsk tsk!

Saturday

It was Ali's birthday! Had Volleyball training in the morning then rushed home to change before going out again. Met up with the birthday girl and Vonne and had lunch at Hip Diners, Cine. It was not bad. Let's go back there someday since we've got a $15 voucher! Hahahhaah.

Was bored stiff walking around town, waiting for Col and the others. Finally, Col arrived with a sunflower to surprise Ali! Haha.

Pretty?

Birthday girl (:

All of us had aching feet, so chilled at Mac Cafe while waiting for Jes and Aud to prepare the reamining surprises. Hahah. Headed down to Esplanade when it was done. CF and JH were there as part of the surprise as well.

Happy se7enteen!

Oops, didn't make you cry on purpose. Hhehehe, forgive me!

Setting the wishes free!

After that, we went to her house for dinner. Haven't been there since a long time! Hahaa. Her family bought a cake too! Hope you had a memorable birthday girl!

Six out of se7en.

The caption says it all!

Stole most of the edited pics from bestie! Hehe. Thanks! xP

PY! You're missed too! Can't wait for you to come back to SG! Muacks! Hahaha.

2007-11-02T20:25:00.000-07:00

Monday

Had A level chinese. It sucks! Just hope I can get a B and I'll be really happy. After that had BBQ at Anje's place! It was an all girls outing. Think we really can be called Innova's Girls' School already. Hahaha.

Innova Girl's School.

0731A--> lovely class. Hahaa.

Thursday

OP day! Was really nervous even when I was just an audience. Ha. But the two groups were great and I hope ours fare well too. For Q&A, I was asked what skills did I learn from our project and I was quite stumped for a moment. Ha. Anyway, PW is finally over! Yay! Hahaha. Then went to Pizza Hut with Sarah, Wan Qian and Vonne to have lunch and dinner. What's that called? Linner? Lol.

Today (Friday)

Went back to school to take back our results. All three of us are promoted! (: (: (: But it wasn't very good so it's time to study real hard now. Don't wanna regret next year! I'm gonna start on either Geog or Econs tomorrow. Hope I have the discipline to do so though.

Anyway, I'm still looking for a job that only requires me at times. Seriously need the money! Oh, and I just finished My Girl, the korean drama! It's damn nice. Omg and the guy is gorgeous! Hahahah.

Here's is one of his pictures with the co-star!

Haha, alright I'm off!

2007-10-26T03:13:00.001-07:00

Today: Officially the last day of school.

HOWEVER, there's still chinese A level exam on monday, Oral Presentation rehearsals on mon, tues, wed, actual OP on thursday, promotion results on friday, and math lectures the following week. What a boring start to the holidays! Blah. So we are going back to school everyday next week still. -.-

Anyway, Please let the three of us be able to promote! We still wanna meet up in the morning and go to class together, lectures together and breaks together! Hahaha. *God bless us please!*

Nevertheless, there are things to look forward to! After chinese on monday, we've got a class bbq at Anje's place! Looking forward to it. Hehe. Not to mention more time to meet up with girlfriends and some others whom I haven't been contacting for a while. Ha. And I need a job! Not one that requires me to work everyday cos I still gotta study. But perhaps one that only needs me on weekends?? Anyone got lobang? Ha. In need of $$$$$

After school today, went to Causeway Point to watch The Seeker with Vonne. It's quite nice + funny but kinda kiddish though. Haha. Been a long time since I last watched a movie. Which I think is rataouille. Ha.

And here's some of the things on my wants/to-do list
: Sushi buffet
: se7en outing
: fly a kite
: meet up with old friends
: new shoes
: new tote bag
: start studying
: clear my studying table
: earn lots of money
: travel!
: stop procrastinating!

Erm it's not in order just in case. Hahah. Quite stupid but yea. Okie dokie I'm off!

2007-10-18T21:22:00.000-07:00

School has been revolving around PW and Chinese now. Good actually, so that we can just concentrate on these two. WR is finally done with and now it's OP and I&R. So far things have turned out fine for OP. Hope we will be able to do a good job! (x

After school, we went to Causeway's PastaMania for lunch with Vonne, WS, Sarah, YunXuan and many other classmates. Celebrated Nicole's birthday as well. Happy 17th birthday girl!

Ordered this banana dessert pizza thingy. Thought it was gonna be quite small and since I wasn't hungry anyway. Turned out to be quite a big portion. Not bad though. Nicer than the mango one.

Photo with Sarah. She's going Perth, Australia to study next year. Envy~!

Some of 0731A girls.

Fun day with half of the class. The three of us were taking lots of ugly photos. Think some other people around saw it. Lol. So unglam!

Here's one of those ugly pictures. Ha!

After that went to meet girlfriends for dinner. Been a really LONG time since we last met. Think it was 2 weeks before Mid Course? Ha. Anyway, AUd has finally shown her true colours. So evil. Tsk tsk! And Col was unusally quieter yesterday. Could be due to her toothache. Hahaha. Somehow, everytime I meet up with girlfriends, it seems like they have changed. I mean appearance though! Hahah. And it's for the better, relax! Lol.

By the way Jes! My hair has grown longer! Although not significantly but still! Lol. No pictures because me and Vonne were wearing school uniforms and the one with 6 of us is not nice. Blah...

Miss you PY!

2007-10-12T20:57:00.000-07:00

Been really (times 10 to infinity) lazy to update my blog. Well, nothing much in school. Got back most of our papers. Got 62 for Chinese, which is a B. But that's not inclusive of compo and others.My chinese grade is always fluctuating. Just hope it will stay at B or better for A levels, which is on 29 oct. Eeeks!

Geog was really a boost to my confidence. Because, I spent like 9/10 of my time reading Lithospheric processes and none of it came out. So at least I was still able to do Hydro fairly well. Got 49 (E) and was later moderated to 51 (D). By the way, from E and above is considered pass. Ha. Still pretty lousy but I'm gonna brush up on all these in the holidays. 5 DRQs per day!!!! Lol.

Econs was alright. Luckily, I was able to pass it. 49 as well. Not sure if it's sufficient to pull my summer test and CA grades up though. Hopefully, it is good enough. Math was sucky. Got a miserable 33/100. But there's an improvement! Although not a really significant one. Feel kinda disappointed cos it was the only subject that i kept practising. Blah...

Physics, needless to say, was a U (ungraded). IF I'm able to be promoted, I'm gonna get tution from Adrian Teh. It's a must looking at my results. GP is yet to be known. Soon, we are gonna get it back on tues. *prays hard that I can pass it!*

Anyway, off to a lighter note. Met up with Llx and Leo for dinner yesterday. They were still pretty much the same. Always teasing around but funny. Chatted quite a bit, they played pool, and Leo just can't stop eating. Lol. Took some photos as well. Oh, and I saw some old faces too. Saw Darrell and Yong Poh. Don't think the latter recognise me though. Ha. And Darrell is soooo tall. Intimidating at 1.86m.

Alright I'm off. Tomorrow will be reserved for WR and I&R. Urgh PW!

2007-10-02T17:31:00.000-07:00

Phew, 5 papers down. 1 last paper to go tomorrow and it will be time for me to relax before getting those dreaded results!

Geog was today. I can't believe that I actually studied almost everything on plate tectonics, volacanoes, and earthquakes yesterday, and none of it came out today! Only mass movement, weathering and hydrology came out today for physical geog, which I only started on today. How nice. Blah. But luckily only one DRQ and one essay for physical geog. Hopefully my human geog will be able to pull me up! I even memorised what kind of movement caused what plates to formed what. Goodness.

Finally this mid course is coming to an end. Officially tomorrow with my last paper, Physics. Aw, I have never pass a single Physics test. Nevertheless, I'm gonna memorise all those formulas and definitions again. I'll be happy to get just a E grade or maybe even a S. Lol.

Oh well, I'm off to take a nap before studying again. Wish me luck people!

P.S Girlfriends! Can't wait to hang out with you guys! Sushi buffet please! Thursday??

2007-09-19T23:19:00.000-07:00

Goodness.

I actually dreamt that I dragged a continent over and I could see the Nile river through my window. Lol. And in the dream I even told my mom I was gonna climb the mountains to take a closer look at the river to gather some pictures for Geog. Haha! What a strange dream. I think I'm too stressed up. =/

8 more days to mid-course exam. Blahhh!!!

2007-09-17T09:50:00.000-07:00

Seems like everyone is moving on with their lives.
New friends, new loves, new habits, new lifestyle.

Why am I still caught up in the past? Don't understand how it could still affect me, when it was so long ago. Can't explain that feeling, emptiness within. Reminiscing, as if time will turn back. Wondering why, not that it would help.

Like what we always say, once you missed that golden opportunity, it's gone. So why am I the only one still standing there, lost as to which way to go. Why ain't anyone taking the lead or showing me directions.

Perhaps it's because I'm not trying to move on at all. What's stopping me? I don't know as well.

:(

2007-09-12T21:49:00.000-07:00

On a very random note,

I miss my long hair!!

Lesson learnt: Never ever act on impulse. Blah......!

Exactly two more weeks to exams tomorrow! =/

2007-09-07T14:46:00.000-07:00

Feeling lazy this week. Summary of the brief happenings!

Monday was my mom and dad's 48th birthday! I still think it's too coincidental to be in the same secondary school, having the same birthday, same age, but only knew each other when they came out to work. Ha. We went to The Manhattan Fish Market at Central for dinner to celebrate. It's uber nice, especially since I love seafood! The mussels were the best! Was able to view the night scene of Clark Quay too. I like!
(P.S it's not really a fish market! Ha.)

Went back to school on wednesday for troublesome PW. Reached at 10am sharp but waited till 1plus before it was my turn for consultation. Zzz unproductive day! Finally, my EoM is getting a bit better. Looking at it makes me have a sense of satisfication. PI is already hopeless, so EoM better pull me up! Final submission for EoM, I&R draft 1, and WR draft 4 on monday! After all this ends in a few weeks time, will only be left with OP in Nov. Yay!!!! Can't wait to be done with PW!!!

After consultations, met Howen for movie at AMK Hub. Someone said he only needed 5 minutes to reach there, making me wait! Nvm, next time it shall be my turn. Watched Ratatouille. It's cute. Ha. The 'bad guy' makes me think of the 'Mojojojo' in Powerpuff Girls la. Lol seriously. And the rat which holds the lead role, erm I forgot it's name, reminds me of Batman when he looks up at the guy. Lol. After that, Howen treated me to dinner at Sumo House. The tempura udon is super nice, everyone should try it!!! :D

Had school again today. Consultation for WR and geog lessons after that. Went through sinkholes and I haven't even read through the Palmer, Linton & Neilson's theory! Yawns. Also tors and characteristics too. Did some questions on population predictions of Germany etc, and Malthus; Meadows; I=PAT theory. I'm gopnna write out these essays! Geog is the only subject I'm more confident of passing. Blah!

Holiday is coming to an end. Boooo! It wasn't even a holiday. Shucks. Feels so no life here. School, home, eat, shit, sleep everyday. Please please please let me be able to promote to J2, score grades that are good enough to enter my desired uni course and let this whole thing be over and done with within 2 years!!! Arghh, actions speak louder than words. Mid course exams in less than 3 weeks time. Goodness, why does time flies! This feels worse than O levels. =/ I'm gonna take a nap before mugging again. Bye!

2007-09-01T23:04:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a fun day out with girlfriends. Met them at Vivo to buy the belated present for Vonne. Hope you like it eh! Haha. Then we had dinner at Fig & Olive. Loved it there! Yummilicious food. We went 'shopping' at the $2 shop too and Aud had this crazy thing going on, which led to everyone ignoring her. Haha! Then we went outside to chat and cam-whore. Adore the night scene. Feels so pretty. Been a long long time since I felt so relaxed and at ease.

Too many photos so combined some into two. Ha!

Happy belated 17 bunny! (:

Wished everyday was like this. Carefree and having nothing to worry about. Sigh.

2007-08-29T22:01:00.000-07:00

I know I shouldn't be blogging when I've got piles of work waiting to be done. But I've just got to vent my anger.

TO MY DEAREST GROUP MEMBER:

Please stop saying sorry over and over again, promising to send me a new draft, when the new draft results that you sent me is all messy and mixed up. What's the point of apologising when you don't mean what you say?! All you've given us is sloppy work, only for some few and rare exceptions. I'm tired of all this. Maybe you can say you did alot by doing the script, but hey, we are the one doing all the work compiling everything together and YOU don't even have the bloody initiative to come and contribute some ideas. I've always let it go but this time round, I won't! You can fail your PW and get an AE for all you want.

Stop trying to cover up your lousy work by giving me excuses! What about I've got CCA or briefing, or I sent to you the wrong one. It just means that YOU didn't put in the effort you should have by checking properly. WTF.

And now here I am, rushing Written Report and editing it with your messy figures, with tons of work dued tomorrow and not forgetting my EoM. You're so selfish. Haven't you put yourself in another person's shoes before?!

Nice eh, with less than one month to Mid-Course, Econs and Maths clashing together, GP and chinese on the same day, and Geog and Physics consecutively as well. And I'm not revising but trying to polish up 'our' WR if you can call it ours. Whatever, my 'dearest' group member.

2007-08-26T22:19:00.000-07:00

31 more days to exam! Exactly one month. Goodness. I better start mugging hard. I don't wanna retain. x(

Haven't blog for quite some time. Well, too lazy and feeling too empty to blog. Nothing much actually. Passed my human geog test but failed by one mark for physical geog. Hopefully my assignment will pull my marks up! Geog is the only subject that I'm more confident of passing.

Econs test was really bad. The Singpost question was tested and I didn't study much for that. No chance of passing. Blah. Ony managed to pass one econs test this year. Pathetic!!

Well well, I'm back to studying now. Had been slacking for the past few days. Hopefully I'll stop procrastinating. Goodnight!

2007-08-12T09:27:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY.

Was Bro's birthday! Actually wanted to go training yesterday but had family dinner instead. We went to Suntec City to check out our family photo first. It's nice. The photographer made me fairer to make me blend in with them. Lol. And my grandma looked younger by 10 years. Haha.

After that, walked around trying to decide what to eat. Settled on the Soup Restaurant. It's superb! Love it. Kinda like Crystal Jade. Yum. Love the ambience too. Took lots of stupid photos there. Hahaa! Girlfriends, let's go there some day! Hahaa.

Then my mom and sisters went shopping for their office wear and we went to Swensen's for ice cream afterwards. Frosted chocolate malt. (:

At the Soup Restaurant. Five of us and Sarinah!

TODAY.

Girlfriends' outing! A pity Aud couldn't make it as she was still sick. Get well soon my devil! Been such a long time since I last saw you. We went to Taka Tonkichi for lunch cum dinner. Walked around and Cine looks kinda different now. Can't blame. Haven't been going there for ages. Chit-chatted at BK with Col, Ali and Vonne before heading home.

5/7 (: Love them all. PY and Aud, you two are not forgotten! Ha.

2007-08-08T21:57:00.000-07:00

One more day to National Day! I'm loving the 5 days holiday. Hah. Went through the usual routines and then we were off to central business district for something like an amazing race. Ha. Was quite fun actually, just that it was scorching hot!

Class doing the final product for submission.

Done!

Ain't the elephant cute? Credits to Anje. We took photos and developed it too hoping we'll get bonus points! Lol. Gathered back at NLB at 12 plus. Hope 0731A will win!!! (:

Afterwards, we went to have lunch with Leader (Da jie da), Faj's group. Haha. Actually wanted to eat at Seoul's Garden. But the outlet at Taka was too crowded. Had to wait for an hour and we were famished. Besides, we heard that there were cockroaches on the utensils. Eeeew! So we settled on Breeks instead.

While waiting for the food. With Vonne, Sarah and Hidayah.

My chicken something something. The potatoes were very filling. Ha.

Then we went to Kinokuniya. I wanna buy/borrow so many books! Haven't even read Devil wears Prada, Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, Jodi Picoult's series and many more!! Urgh.

Anyway, we planned WS's and Anje's super belated 'surprise' while there. Some of them went to buy the cake, while we tried to distract them at the bookshop.

The leader. ;p Waited under the hot sun for 10 mins. Lol.

Don't know why, but they left the cake under the hot sun instead of finding a shelter. Lol. And they lighted the candles and blew them out numerous times. So urm, yea the candles were all getting shorter. Lol.

The belated birthday girls making their wish and cutting their cake.

The 9 of us but too bad Huda couldn't make it as she wasn't feeling well. She's my twin! Haha. Now that I've got short hair, classmates kept mistaking her for me, and me for her. Even WS! Lol. Fun day out with them today!

(: (: (:

2007-08-04T22:35:00.000-07:00

Went back to Whitley yesterday for pilot test. Vonne accompanied back and we saw Mrs Lye. Kinda surprised that she still remembered us. We were in sec 3 when she taught us Amaths back then. Ha. Told her we were back to do a pilot test, and she looked shocked because she thought it was all those planes and stuff. Hahaa. It's actually only a survey la, don't know why it's called pilot test too.

Anyway, reached there about 3 and it was already quite empty. Looked for the guides in classrooms and thanks for helping me complete the survey!! They were really serious doing it, I wanted to laugh. Ha. But well, some of them were really... Well, fill in the blanks yourself. Ha.

Most of the teachers had left, and in a way, it doesn't really feel like the school that we spent our fun-filled last year in. Looked as if everything had changed in a way or another. Sigh, and when the new school is finally up and going, all our memories in the old Whitley and current Whitley will be gone. Hmm.

Chatted with the uncle of the drinks stall and Joseph updated us about the people in Whitley and etc. After that, met Benz at Bishan for lunch. Just realised that in ratio, Benz's face to Vonne's face is 3:2. Haha! Went home after that.

Today is an unproductive day! Slacked and slept the whole day away. Gonna mug tomorrow and next week, 5 days of holiday. Nice!

2007-07-28T20:43:00.000-07:00

Watch Harry Potter with Vonne yesterday. It wasn't as nice as expected though. Not much action =/ Well, the 7th book is out already and I haven't even read the 6th one! Lol. But already, I know the ending. Ha, spoiler.

After that, we went to Bishan Library to borrow some books while waiting for Ali to join us. Went to the food court for dinner and I didn't know Pepper Lunch was there too. Lol. Ate, chatted and I left early to go home.

I wanna watch Invisible target next! Who wants to watch with me??? Lol. Ah, two tests coming up next week, and also the parents' meeting day. Let's see how I die then.

2007-07-25T23:19:00.000-07:00

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
I'm staring at these four walls again.
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes ..

Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep, and every night is the worst night ever.

Simple Plan; I'm just a kid.

2007-07-22T09:42:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY.

Photo taking with family as my eldest sis had just graduated from uni. Sarinah came along too and brought Batman along with us as well! Haha. Some of the pics we took ourselves. Took more pics with my second sis though. Heh.

After that, had dinner at somewhere near Marina Bay. Then sent granny home first. Reached home at like 11plus.

TODAY.

Went to the animal shelter for CIP. Wei Qi was late for an hour! Haha. Scrubbed their kennels and played with them. They are just so cuddly and cute! Love them all!! Pictures..

Dobbie! Exactly like a teddy!

Lassie! The one that has saliva dripping all over!

Meet Maxwell! he's our love!

Reiz or Sky. Naughty dogs! Tsk tsk.

Four of us with Maxwell (:

WQ, Vonne and my love!

I like this one! I'm missing Maxwell already!!

2007-07-14T23:09:00.000-07:00

Finally watched Transformers with Vonne on wednesday! Missed out the first 5 to 10 mintues but managed to catch the whole movie. It was nice nice!!! Bumble Bee is so cute! Lol. So robotic yet so human like. Lol ok crap.

Anyway, I cut my hair on friday. It's super short now. Compared to my previous hair style. Lol. Showed Jes, Aud, Py and some other friends and they commented that I looked like sec 1 and kiddy like. Omg.. When I had long hair, I look too matured. Short hair, too kiddy. Lol. But it really feels different now. Ha.

After hair cut with sis, we went to Tampines Mall where they were holding a Hokkaido food fest. We tried the squid with rice stuffing. The queue was quite long though. It's fab!! 3 for $6.80 but worth trying. Hahaha. Wanted to buy the cream puff too but the queue was even longer than the squid's one. So didn't. Tried the rice cake and one green tea thingy. Both were delicious. Being a japanese is so xin fu! Lol.

Was supposed to have training today but cancelled as Coach wasn't able to make it. Stayed at home slacking instead. Btw, I got really high yesterday when finally some good signs were showing for PW. Ha!

Alright feeling random now. Bye!

2007-07-10T17:37:00.000-07:00

Oh well, PY has gone back to Aussie on sunday. Didn't get to hug her before she went in as I woke up late. ): Nvm, at least I saw her. Ha! Actually, only spent like less than a week with her due to the freaky exams. Bah! So come back when we are having holidays ok! Lol. Nevertheless, we had fun although we forgot to hit the beach! Haha. (P.S Me and Jes have decided that we want the Ben & Jerry's ice cream after all. Lol!)

Went to PartyWorld with Col, Ali, Aud and Vonne after sending PY off.Sang and got somewhat high there. Ha. Then went off to maths tuition with Vonne. Learnt differentiation. Forgot most of my basics by now. Grr.

Today is A Levels chinese oral exam. It was horrid compared to O Levels! Seriously. Didn't know how to pronounce many words and my fluency was affected! Stuttered too and trust me, it was like #^()*!. Bad bad day! Conversation didn't go that well either. I think I spoke too much crap. Urghhhh just feel like screaming right now. Bah!

I shall try to erase all these from my memory now. Bye!

2007-07-07T23:04:00.000-07:00

Live Earth Day! Wore GREEN out today. Haha. Met up with Jes and PY at Dhoby Ghaut station and idiotic PY was late! Made JY wait for such a long time. So sorry! Went to Vivo and had lunch at Bakerzin with them, YL and Howen. Ordered two main course that we ate last time too. Forgot what it's called though. Tze! We shall go again another time ok! Haha.

Walked around Vivo and went our seperate ways after that. PY tried to make herself feel not that guilty by offering us Ben & Jerry's ice cream. BUT, me and Jes got gu qi ok! Hahaa! Accompanied Jes to PS to look for her formal wear. Then to TP to find Col and watch the dance competition. It was fabulous! Saw a random guy whom I saw at Sentosa before exams too. Lol! Home after that.

Cute little octopus! Haha. One for each of us! (: Col! Rmb to bring Vonne's tomorrow! Hahaha.

2007-07-06T07:32:00.000-07:00

Tired, sleepy, drained.

School was slack today. Had lots of break in between but not much tutorials and lectures. Played vball during PE with Eugene and we were like so rusty! Haha. Wanted to complete maths homework before going for training but was too tired. Ended up having a short nap.

Training was exhausting. Maybe due to the lack of it. Ha. Did the 'pig run chicken fly' thingy and some other stuff. And I got hit by the ball a lot of times today. On the face, on the head and many more. Zzz. But I accidentally hit the ball on HongYi's head too. Hope the impact wasn't too big. Lol. So sorry! Did 6 rounds of standing broad jumps across the court and 80 sit ups. Now, my back is bruised from doing the sit ups on the hard concrete floor and I'm aching all over. Oh no, muscles forming again! Lol.

Anyway, Happy 17th Birthday Colleen Zhen!!! (:

Saturday's date is 07/07/2007! Se7en should go out together. Haha. Alright, shall end off here. Bye!

2007-07-03T09:09:00.000-07:00

Spent the day at TP yesterday!! Had fun slacking at the students' lounge and playing games. Overall, me and Vonne won PY and Aud!! Muhahahhha. See la, PY! ;P Took lots of photos again. Ha. After that, went to J8. Actually wanted to take neos but realised that it had closed down. So played at the arcade and chit-chatted at Coffee Bean. Fun day out with my sweets. (:

Together. Cheers!

070707!

2007-06-30T23:00:00.000-07:00

Wheee!!! Exams are finally over. Ha. Went home to prepare and met up with Vonne and Benz at Braddell Mac. Went back to Whitley to take our O Level cert when Col and PY reached. Chatted at mac while waiting for the rest of se7en to reach. Around 6plus, we headed back to school for Nuts about Artz. Saw some ex classmates and other teachers and etc. The dance by NRA and NUS was fantastic!!! Mr Kong dances really well. Haha. Oh, not forgetting SUPERMAN. Lol.

Photos taken yesterday!

Then walked to the bus stop in the slight rain. Bought drinks and PY's surprise 'birthday cake' for the stayover at her house. Ha.

Started planning their surprises at the attic after bathing. PY is really dumb. Hahaa! It's so obvious but she didn't suspect a thing. Still the same as ever. Lol. Reminds me of the ice cream cake we bought for her last year. She didn't expect it too. Ha. Col somehow knew what we were doing though. Lol.

Took almost 200 photos! Haha. The second stayover at PY's house. (: Ate tibits, drank, finished the two cakes and box of ice cream, played games, and had girls talk till like 4plus. Got real sleepy and tired and dozed off one by one. Woke up at 6plus and had breakfast at Prata House before going home. Yep, I love my girlfriends! Just the 7 of us. Sweet!

Okie dokie. CIP tomorrow! Off to sleep. Nights all!

2007-06-26T21:04:00.000-07:00

Happy 17th Birthday WeiShi!!!

So bad luck your birthday falls on an exam day! Hahaa. May our whoosh plan succeed by this year. (:

Oh, this may be a little slow but...

PY'S BACK! YAY-NESS!!!!

Damn exams! I can't wait for friday. Feel like going out now after reading my girlfriends' blog! Envy~

2 papers down. 3 more to go!

Chinese was %*^)*_@!!! Forgot to take my specs and I couldn't see the time. Ended up guessing the answers and writing rubbish. Think more than 20marks gone just like that. Bah!! Stupid me.

Econs today was alright. Guess I had a mental block and forgot some of the things that I read over and over again last night. Urghh. Hope I manage to pass though.

Maths tomorrow and erm, I'm prepared. To fail that is. Ha. Nevermind, just make sure I know how to do the topics that I know. Lol.

Alright, off to study some geog since my maths CMI. Bye! Wish me luck! I need it badly. Ha.

2007-06-23T02:38:00.000-07:00

I could have kick myself hard for feeling what I'm feeling now. Damn! I should have followed my feelings in the first place. Guess I just cared too much about what others may think.

Well, I've only got myself to blame.

:(

2007-06-22T22:20:00.000-07:00

2 more days till darling PY comes back! Can't wait for all the fun we are gonna have after freaky exams are over. Haha.

Had maths mock exam yesterday early in the morning at 8.30 Was supposed to meet Vonne and WS but when I called them at 8plus, they just woke up and decided not to go school after all. Bah! So in the end, I went alone. No comments on the exam. Left lots of blanks as expected. Then teachers went through it after that. They said the summer test ain't gonna be any easier which means I'm so dead. Nvm, shall concentrate on Geog and Econs now. Last minute practice won't help for maths. Anyway, overheard some funny conversations at the back too. Lol. Then, went back home alone and had lunch alone. Feels kinda sad huh? But it's alright, I'm INDEPENDENT! HA! (:

Oh, and it was Batman's birthday on the 20th. Haha. We celebrated it by buying him a new bone and a small treat. He even had a candle on it! Lol. Happy one year old Batman! Hahaha.

Serene's birthday tomorrow! Will be going over for her birthday party after maths tuition tomorrow. Alright, should get going. Bye!

2007-06-18T22:01:00.000-07:00

Few more days to summer test!

Studied at kb mac with WeiShi and Vonne on saturday. Managed to complete almost all of the readings for physical geog. However, knowing how to deal with the questions is another problem. Sigh! Sometimes it just feels like I've read everything thoroughly over and over again but somehow it just doesn't manage to get into my head. Or I can't seem to remember it. Urgh.

Had tuition on sunday then met up with Jes at Hougang Green for ice cream. Lol. Chatted and we were like thinking, what will happen if one day, se7en bring all our bfs out and we have dinner together. Lol! Then everybody will be like thinking who's the most compatible, and stuff like that! Haah. Just a random thought! Then Jes bullied her dad by asking him to fetch her home on fathers' day! Lol. xp

Studied out today with Vonne, Jes and Benz. Actually Jes went to kaypo la. Haha. Ended up an unproductive day. Gonna mug intensively tomorrow! Anyway anyway, I need some motivation. Life is so meaningless la. Gosh, colourless, that's for sure. I need some people, some things to spice up my life! Haha.

Oh, and bestie Jes just sent me a message that says 'I love you' in chinese. So gay! Lol. That's how crazy the situation is like. Just can't help it. Ha. Alright off for now. Bye folks. Happy studying!